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So I have been asking the gods for a sign about this new year. Maybe someone cal help me out on what something like this means. I am taking it as a sign but so far my year has been just as crummy as last year.  I had to work the day/evening of new years eve. I got off work at 5pm. As I was walking to my car 2 white herons flew by and landed in a nearby evergreen tree. We have alot of trees by where I work. I thought was odd as there are herons around there but they stick to the wash and you only seem to see 1 or 2 occasionally flying by the wash, which is way over across the way. Anyway as I walked to see the herons in the tree, two more flew and landed and then 2 more. So a total of six were all in the tree and they flew in by twos each time. They were sqauking at each other and stayed in the tree. I love to watch these birds fly with their long legs. In a whole year working at this place I have never seen the herons even get close the the place where I work, the weird thing too is that it was new years eve. Anyone have any ideas if this is an omen/sign. I felt it was but I am not sure. I have not been happy with my life for almost a year now. I lost a relationship with someone I felt I was really close with. I still love him to this day. I have not found anyone else in my life. I realize maybe I need to learn patience of something, but I do not  understand the lesson in any of it. *

( He and I are a very long story) I have been feeling like a lose of purpose in my life and have been very tired of life lately. I still get up everyday and do the things I do in life but I don't feel the joy I once did or the motivation. I have really been feeling lately that I don't belong here anymore. Like I am finshed here, but the gods won't let me go. I just don't know anymore. Anyway was just wondering what someone might see in this as I was thinking new beginnings, but like I said I feel like my life is in the same dismal situation as it was last year. Thanks, hugs and angels. Kat